This ain't even jealousy..

I just want to sleep. Upset.

I wonder if I tried to do something special would you come. Tempted. Anything to get you back.

I miss having baths with you and it not being dirty. Just because it was nice and you washed my hair. Miss you.

I’m just going to wait patiently for you. Hopelessly devoted to you. I want to watch Greece now

You promised.

Every time I talk myself out of wanting you. I talk myself back in. Vicious cycle.

You know when you still love someone even though they’ve done so much to hurt you and on purpose as well. I don’t understand how he can move on so fast maybe it’s me thats slow. Maybe I’m stuck in the same time and life is passing me by. I poured my heart out to him made myself look like a fool and he said nothing. Nothing! He could have had the decency to say something. Because his silence could mean anything. I’m willing to bet on it that it probably means “i don’t care about you” how’s that possible after so long. I don’t want him back. I just want him gone, out of my head. Please is that too much to ask.

I. Will. Get. Through. This.

Why didnt we fix things before they got this bad. I love you so much. I don’t want to hurt anymore. Leave me alone or love me cause I can’t deal with just friends